I think i'm starting this blog again because i'm so filled with stuffs i don't know who to share to . Probably this will be a great start .

West Side Story .

okay , im gonna put thing that happen today and this movie into two . this movie is kinda long tho . West Side Story . hmm, okay lah. kinda like romeo and juliet . thats what they say . starting is about this two group . its like a musical movie or something like that . whole movie is combined to the song . kinda interesting . well , there's one part this group call Jets outside of this stall and dance . then he went singing, ' im sick , im sick , im sick sick sick ' i was sitting beside kamini and rheena . kamini was like , eh esther , your song lah . so die . half of the movie i was singing , then kamini sing as well . had lots of fun lah . gosh , saxes was sitting on the floor . dam retard lah they all. and guess what , cherly was SLEEPING ! veno ditched rheena and sat with previta . oh , percussionist sat behind us on the chair . they were telling us the story . then some went singing . there's one part Maria and another guy kissed , amelia shouted , ' eh eh , esther cannot see lah . esther cannot see faster close your eyes , very innocent lah ' and Yep i closed my eyes :) then out of no where , that guy in the movie shouted MARIA . oh . then this maria girl sang i feel preety . Veno's song . i remember the lyrics , i feel pretty , oh so pretty . then out of no where , Miss america should resign . movie also so cacat . suddenly someone knock on the av room door which we were inside , i shouted Cannot come in ! but veno still went and open the door .wtv lah . then came to this part where the Jets and Shark were fighting . two knifes came out . gosh why lah . i was closing my eyes with kamini's hand coz i was scared i would hurt myself with my hands . her hand was like the pillow at my hand still got space for my to watch abit . finally the knife cutted both of them and they died . then someone killed that guy whom Maria liked . something lyk romeo and juliet eh? actually i'm still wondering is romeo or juliet the girl ? but yeah , everyone was being a retard in the av room . had lots of fun there anyway . oh almost forgot , that cd is complicated . we hear the overture for almost 10 minutes and we tought it was the starting . how dump eh ? Thx alot to kamini.

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Today was okay at first then bad later then good at the end . firstly , we screwed up the songs , ms cheryl just walked away . everyone was scared .:( then lunch break . okay okay lah . ate . not as fun as last time dy. After band we have photografh taking session . Wood wind was first .super fun lah . me and cheryl posing the same thing . we posted a pig nose then wanted to walk d , suddenly priyanka said okay Candid one . we were SHIT . then just now was what ? oh oww . DIE .It was Priyangka's Birthday . Happy 17 th . You're OLD :) and guess What ? The band room door was stuck ! so we have to give priy the real cake not the fake one :( roshini actually planned it . Sorry ! yep . that SMART , laura and previta lighted the cake , all the candles are melted . so we lighted another one . then laura , another smart one , took the knife and ran towards priyangka . oh gee . TOO SMART . So we , the saxes walk out of the hall and sang happy birthday . She was Shock ! Hah . b'day suprise mah ! so happy lah . people asked her to put her face near that cake she did . hah kena lah . then she went around giving out cakes. EE , Who wants lah ?? oh i wore kamini's dad's pink tie yesterday . she was in the toilet . i terheard .
kamini : Eih , u know ah this stupid girl , took my pink tie !
Priyanka : Who ?
Kamini : Esther Lah !
Then i ran towards her i was like , kamini ! kamini . Thank you ah ! so lame . anyway ! i love PINK :)

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i think i just saw someone's blog . well , it was not as bad as other people say . so yeah . chill :) haha . Cant wait for band concert . cant wait for practices . cant wait to see lots of people coming in to the hall to watch us :) cant wait to feel proud for the band for doing such a great job . cant wait to prove to someone . GEEK s are AWESOME better than HER . cant wait for everyone to shout and cream the word ENCORE ! just cant wait . oh if any one want to come for the concert and have no tickets yet here are the details :

Theme : In tempo with life .
Time : 8 pm
Place : School Hall
Price : rm 20 .

to get other info go see the band board there's a poster and other info is on the ticket .
dont know where to get or who to get from ? Ask Me :)

Band Practise :)

today was x tra nice . we actually practised all the songs in the program . before break had sectional practised disney and west side . oh i just wondered why isit it call north side or left side or something else ? aniway , hah , heard lots of jokes like fuyoh became F U yoh ! which means its a word thats not good to say . :) then break / lunch .planned to sit at the same table and leave early but none of it happen . let me tell everyone ! make sure when u are in school compound WEAR UR FREAKIN SOCKS ! me and cheryl kena lah today , never wear socks to school so ms Tan and ms Boey took our shoe and asked us to not wear shoe and walk all the way to kantin . yeap we did it and it was all in front of those ELDS juniors ! Malu shit . kay then tuning time ms Cheryl came . Clarissa and I was actually playing a game called miss call . :) yeah CACAT .haha went through all the songs , good eh . oh wait , the saxaphonist except me , were ejeking someone's hand writing . okay back to the practise , monmouth was fine , disney , okay lah but we have to fight with flutes :( then we continued yeah while i was playing with kamini , hah , all sorts of crap we were discussing , then suddenly Faster la put the paper back , then we saw an old man near the door , then he went off , my turn to play 1st again , went to her , good morning . where's ur best fren ah ? there maybe at percussion there , hahaha . Amelia's best friend , eye brown == .finally Celebration . fuyoh fuyoh :) hehe .played like normal lah duh ryt ?until the solo , 3 bars rest , and the 2nd bar , ms cheryl was pointing at me , i was like WHAT ????? kamini said , stand up la stupid . okay i jumped up . played , alamak WRONG NOTE . malu , everyone was laughing kay , i also cannot tahan . ms cheryl also laugh . hmm , nvm lah. must practise more .right after the solo , oh owh , i faster jump down and sit and continued . scary . before i go i jump into everyone and said bye ,cherly were like , i know lah u happy . what ever man . reach home , elysia'a mum belanja me ice cream sode , thx auntie :) basically thats all , going out now to celebrate sister in law's birthday :) ciao .

pictures :)

i got blacklist . i mean we.


hehe, got eyebrown lah ,


an old and dull pig


smiley face ( :


oww , look like it has gone crazy coz of us .

haha , got a shot of me here . random

pig nose tomato , in BBQ plaza

so cute lah

food , raw , lynette dont know how to see want . hahah .

laura's b'day cake . looks so cute

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okay , traveled from midvalley to gasing to 1 utama , which was my first time there and didnt got the chance to shop :( nvm , went and press that map thing , fu yoh , so cool weih . touch screen lah. so went down the escalator which i was taller than justin and lavince :) but in just a few second i went shorter again :) went BBQ plaza . hah , had fun , went and burn or actually BBQed los of stuff , was so cute . have to see weather can i upload the pictures. suddenly uncle called , for sure this cheryl and lynette talking crap , coz i asked them to keep quiet . guess what they said , Esther , u cannot like that one , can u stop smoking ah ? pull up ur pants lah . esther , esther . owh , but ntg happen ntg happen . :) after that went meet up with the others to watch terminator , interesting . i mean interesting movie , well, i didnt actually watch all coz there were some parts that blood fled everywhere . :) i closed my eyes. hehe , oh i felt sorry for them , i sat in between cheryl and lynette , which they dont want to .:) the movie was 2 hours . till 11 . my uncle and mum called again . ohh , scared d. then somemore they stood outside the cinema and say wanna yun cha . ehhem , so im will be dead . went yun cha till 12 , which i got like 3 call from my mum . but yea , had fun lah , listened to some twised and turned word like appointment turn to problem :) by nadicson . then joon also making fun . kay joon fetch me home , reached home , i really really thank god , he loves me . got no lecture from mum , went home eat then SLEEP , a savety night :) thx everyone for today. was really happy lah . tough i was kinda lifeless .

Belated surprise party :)

after all these problem we came up to , finally get to go out for one day and do everything at once . woots . supposingly , were there to watch ' seraphine ' , guess what , i have never been in a cinema with just three unknown person which means , there's only 10 person in there , so cool kay . thx hannan for getting us the tickets ,so yeap , the movie was 2 hour . it made alot of us cry not me lah . but i know cheryl yawn , luckily not burp . oh yeah , it was at midvalley . so after that movie , laura was pissed cuz the karaoke centre has got no room till 5 . urggh . cacat and some dunggu want to find the other colour box . oh , lame lah . dont know where to eat lunch so yeah ended up at nando's. food was okay lah . but the chocolate cake was the best . after the food . cheng cheng cheng ' happy birthday Laura ' sang the song and everyone was giving us the what the hell face . ohh malu malu . did nothing much , just hang out , walk walk walk . archade . wanted to go shopping with prev but sadly , no money :( till 5 cheryl and i walked them down to LRT . so only left two of us , what to do . Lifeless time . we walked from one corner till the other corner AND we have to go in the shop , reach the wall and touch it . :) our SMART idea, actually it was her's . then we reach this floor there was three shop , dont know which to choose so counted that donkey thing worst thing was , it was romp , end of it was fitting room , so i choose one she choose one and then one two jus . i won we went in the sameul & kevin shop . we walked 2 . 5 floors till we reach yamaha . so we actually touched 4 shops . malu shit . finally justin call :) yay . at least got some target of what to do , saw him first thing was ' what is wrong with u ? ' :( :( heart broken .

found some pictures from the concert .

Rheena dont know where to go lah !


weih super women ! hello :)



* smiles *

spot me ! oh look at those three lost souls .

looks like we pakat for that picture .

hello . jane and i clash colour but also the height .

smile . kau sahabatku , kau saudaraku :)

tiada yang dapat memisahkan KITA .

look here . i know i dam CUTEEE .

She want to be a high schooler again .

Church concert .

Had fun :) early morning was forced to wake up to change and go shopping . wee . called up elysia and told her in coming . then we stopped somewhere idont know where . my brother saw seven eleven , as usual he wants slurpee but as usual , sorry , its spoiled :) headed to shopping :) walk walk , take take , test test , check check and find find and finally pay pay :) hah . spent about 300 . alot lah . oh currently listening to love story . random. okay reach home about one . pack up and had my nails done . watch some chinese comedy which elysia can only read subtitle . sorry . then justin called . so fast. previta rushed to my house . while waiting saw suet teng going out . i almost got bang by a car coz of elysia called my name while i was crossing it half way ! but im really sorry sonia and rheena . cause a big havoc here and there . i guess we were the 1st one to reach the church . kay waited for one hour . started of with games : one two juss . at 1st i won then lost again :( then music time ,was kinda potong stim for me coz the assuntarians were so shy including me at first . stood there like stone . then pastor gave speech . he was TAN , it proves , TAN are better ! cheryl ! okay then the girl band . then whole band again .after finishing everything . someone shouted ENCOREEE ! wow . so jenny started the going around the church by holding each other's back , while lyn was kinda active that day , she pulled me and i actually cutted someone's line so he went behind me . sorry .was so so so so so fun. when it end , that persone shouted ENCOREE again so they played one more song. then we have moves :) this time lyn ditched me .but still someone pulled me .went dancing playing . at 11 everyone pergi yun cha . so go loh .thank got that mamak has a room , we were sooo noisy banging each other . oh and guess what assuntrians actually concuered one whole table :) had los of fun there too . oh lyn and the cow was wearing same colour !! and i remember , me and cheryl figthed , not the kow kow want lah but yea ,it all started with cheryl's new ' BEST FRIEND ' , adrian's pig ! im gonna slotter it . we fought about cups , ice , coke and specs , sprites . its was dump , and i still remember cheryl used her hand , took one ice throw into my cup of coke ! and i used my hand and take it OUT ! then everyone ciao . joon fetched us home . was talking for the whole time . he was mean , he was being racist again . finally reach home , rheena's dad was there . went home then sleep ! :) such a FUNNNNNNNNNNN and AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE great day . thank alot everyone .

I know God exist . and HE always answers my prayer .

this question had just came into my mind about 45 minutes ago . am I a burden ? im really scared now . i actually knows every single thats happening but i have to pretend that i dont see and dont know whats going on . its the first time . i always advice people because i dont face it . now i just feel like flying and to do what i want is the best choice . i know God loves me . every sunday , i'll think of a song that the worship team will play and sing or maybe can say , i really hope that the song would come out . And it did . i hope to improve in my exams . i did , not much , not all but yeah , its a yes . i really hope its still 6 .45 now or today is just not today . or i hope its yesterday and hoping that tommorow never comes ! but , its life , i have to face what i need to face . i know it has nothing to do with me in this matter but im scared . i dont want thing to happen in 2007 again . no more shifting for my brother ! I LOVE HIM ! i miss him . if i had a chance , i wish i could turn back time and treat him better . tears are dropping from my eyes now . my shirt is wet , but i would rather he be at home and use the computer 24 / 7 and dont let use it for anything . i wish that these things dosent happen at all ! i wish i have friends to comfort me . i wish i have friend to burst everything to them rather than sitting in front of the computer tearing alone . typing alone . worrying alone . no point . i feel lifeless .no one's with me . no one stands up for me . no one believe me except God is the only one now . he's always here . i know he's next to me . i dont know what to do ! i've never tear this much before . and now , i have to worry for band practice on second week of holiday . 8 - 4 . my mum is gonna kick me out of my house !

this post is dedicated to someone very ' special ' :)
i know u have nothing wrong against me and i have nothing wrong against you , but , you are just tooooo much .
dont come in other people's place and then say it scares you . dont say other people stupid even if u want unless u're playing lah . i mean , u think u're so smart ? noo , we're in just the same level or maybe , yea u're abit smarter . in another hand , u're too dumb to be someone . are you trying to be straight forward so u'll be cool ? or is it ur hobby to insult someone ? u think its nice ? but i just wonder , why when u insult someone , its always not infront of me ? u should try it one day . i know u have not insult me , but who knows one day . im actually waiting lah , cuz this day will definitely come . dont just simply call other people bitch when u dont know what happened .and when u know , u dont say sorry ? what are you ? do you know , everyone is starting to hate you of what u do ? u think trying to be annoyying and insulting people , ur friends will praise you and love you ? hello ? can think ar ? not that we hate you , but ur not suppose to do that . u know , i just cant wait for the day u insult me because i know when u do that to me u will feel 10 times worst then what u tell me . and when u're at poeple's place can u not show ur bloody face and then act cool by showing the short finger of yours ? i know my fingers are short but it looks better coz i wont show people my finger . and when someone says excuse me , just excuse urself for a while . not that ur butt is so heavy or ur legs are so mighthy rite ?

i told u what to do ryt ? come insult me lah !

in trying to find an ugly colour to suit you but evidently i cant find so i choose this nice preety colour to suit this ' nice ' person . hope you enjoyed .

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if u know u're wrong when u do it , why do it . and when people talks behind you of what u did , why mind ? coz u did it .if its real , so what ?

Urggh

my stupid memory card & card reader is pissing me off ! besides , my troat is pissing me off as well :) my nose is pissing me off . what else ? i just woke up , lagi bagus , everything is pissing me off . :p

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