found some pictures from the concert .

Rheena dont know where to go lah !


weih super women ! hello :)



* smiles *

spot me ! oh look at those three lost souls .

looks like we pakat for that picture .

hello . jane and i clash colour but also the height .

smile . kau sahabatku , kau saudaraku :)

tiada yang dapat memisahkan KITA .

look here . i know i dam CUTEEE .

She want to be a high schooler again .

Church concert .

Had fun :) early morning was forced to wake up to change and go shopping . wee . called up elysia and told her in coming . then we stopped somewhere idont know where . my brother saw seven eleven , as usual he wants slurpee but as usual , sorry , its spoiled :) headed to shopping :) walk walk , take take , test test , check check and find find and finally pay pay :) hah . spent about 300 . alot lah . oh currently listening to love story . random. okay reach home about one . pack up and had my nails done . watch some chinese comedy which elysia can only read subtitle . sorry . then justin called . so fast. previta rushed to my house . while waiting saw suet teng going out . i almost got bang by a car coz of elysia called my name while i was crossing it half way ! but im really sorry sonia and rheena . cause a big havoc here and there . i guess we were the 1st one to reach the church . kay waited for one hour . started of with games : one two juss . at 1st i won then lost again :( then music time ,was kinda potong stim for me coz the assuntarians were so shy including me at first . stood there like stone . then pastor gave speech . he was TAN , it proves , TAN are better ! cheryl ! okay then the girl band . then whole band again .after finishing everything . someone shouted ENCOREEE ! wow . so jenny started the going around the church by holding each other's back , while lyn was kinda active that day , she pulled me and i actually cutted someone's line so he went behind me . sorry .was so so so so so fun. when it end , that persone shouted ENCOREE again so they played one more song. then we have moves :) this time lyn ditched me .but still someone pulled me .went dancing playing . at 11 everyone pergi yun cha . so go loh .thank got that mamak has a room , we were sooo noisy banging each other . oh and guess what assuntrians actually concuered one whole table :) had los of fun there too . oh lyn and the cow was wearing same colour !! and i remember , me and cheryl figthed , not the kow kow want lah but yea ,it all started with cheryl's new ' BEST FRIEND ' , adrian's pig ! im gonna slotter it . we fought about cups , ice , coke and specs , sprites . its was dump , and i still remember cheryl used her hand , took one ice throw into my cup of coke ! and i used my hand and take it OUT ! then everyone ciao . joon fetched us home . was talking for the whole time . he was mean , he was being racist again . finally reach home , rheena's dad was there . went home then sleep ! :) such a FUNNNNNNNNNNN and AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE great day . thank alot everyone .

I know God exist . and HE always answers my prayer .

this question had just came into my mind about 45 minutes ago . am I a burden ? im really scared now . i actually knows every single thats happening but i have to pretend that i dont see and dont know whats going on . its the first time . i always advice people because i dont face it . now i just feel like flying and to do what i want is the best choice . i know God loves me . every sunday , i'll think of a song that the worship team will play and sing or maybe can say , i really hope that the song would come out . And it did . i hope to improve in my exams . i did , not much , not all but yeah , its a yes . i really hope its still 6 .45 now or today is just not today . or i hope its yesterday and hoping that tommorow never comes ! but , its life , i have to face what i need to face . i know it has nothing to do with me in this matter but im scared . i dont want thing to happen in 2007 again . no more shifting for my brother ! I LOVE HIM ! i miss him . if i had a chance , i wish i could turn back time and treat him better . tears are dropping from my eyes now . my shirt is wet , but i would rather he be at home and use the computer 24 / 7 and dont let use it for anything . i wish that these things dosent happen at all ! i wish i have friends to comfort me . i wish i have friend to burst everything to them rather than sitting in front of the computer tearing alone . typing alone . worrying alone . no point . i feel lifeless .no one's with me . no one stands up for me . no one believe me except God is the only one now . he's always here . i know he's next to me . i dont know what to do ! i've never tear this much before . and now , i have to worry for band practice on second week of holiday . 8 - 4 . my mum is gonna kick me out of my house !

this post is dedicated to someone very ' special ' :)
i know u have nothing wrong against me and i have nothing wrong against you , but , you are just tooooo much .
dont come in other people's place and then say it scares you . dont say other people stupid even if u want unless u're playing lah . i mean , u think u're so smart ? noo , we're in just the same level or maybe , yea u're abit smarter . in another hand , u're too dumb to be someone . are you trying to be straight forward so u'll be cool ? or is it ur hobby to insult someone ? u think its nice ? but i just wonder , why when u insult someone , its always not infront of me ? u should try it one day . i know u have not insult me , but who knows one day . im actually waiting lah , cuz this day will definitely come . dont just simply call other people bitch when u dont know what happened .and when u know , u dont say sorry ? what are you ? do you know , everyone is starting to hate you of what u do ? u think trying to be annoyying and insulting people , ur friends will praise you and love you ? hello ? can think ar ? not that we hate you , but ur not suppose to do that . u know , i just cant wait for the day u insult me because i know when u do that to me u will feel 10 times worst then what u tell me . and when u're at poeple's place can u not show ur bloody face and then act cool by showing the short finger of yours ? i know my fingers are short but it looks better coz i wont show people my finger . and when someone says excuse me , just excuse urself for a while . not that ur butt is so heavy or ur legs are so mighthy rite ?

i told u what to do ryt ? come insult me lah !

in trying to find an ugly colour to suit you but evidently i cant find so i choose this nice preety colour to suit this ' nice ' person . hope you enjoyed .

kjfbk!!@@##$

if u know u're wrong when u do it , why do it . and when people talks behind you of what u did , why mind ? coz u did it .if its real , so what ?

Urggh

my stupid memory card & card reader is pissing me off ! besides , my troat is pissing me off as well :) my nose is pissing me off . what else ? i just woke up , lagi bagus , everything is pissing me off . :p

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU MUMMY !

Happy Mother's Day !

Mummy i love you! what else i need to say. these three word is more than everything .
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE MUMMY ! :)
Early morning u woke me up . so happy lah , but i was having a headache coz of elysia . then u went out of the room . i was wondering why u so happy ? ooh ooh , Its mother's Day ! hapyy Mother's Day mummy ! they all went out for breakfast , left me alone at home . then lunch , ate thai food as usual . every year the same so next year will be ship year ! weee . of course my brother belanja-ed . went back home , cook for dinner i watched tv . oh mum was grumpy during lunch coz of her grandson ! :) not me ! they went and buy number i guess is 1118 which nothing similiar came out ! nothing much , just want to update bout my mummy day :P

Busy day , but happy :)

I love my brother lah ! i mean if there's Mr brother other than Mr. world , My brother will win the 1st price lah . I mean , he's the best brother , the REALLY REALLY BEST BROTHER ON EARTH ! okay , start today :) woke up , saw my geografi folio printed on the table , was so happy . went school with happiness coz i get to pass up my folio in time , miricle lah ! BUT , my recess ter korban . oh guess what , i borrowed a tie from someone then i found my tie in my bag . such an ass lah .anyway , yeah , was so hungry the whole day . went photostat shop during recess , saw so many people , shanon and deanna said i look weird :( . they came walking , TAN -TAN ! hello . push my hair away , u look weird today , what u did to your hair ah ? cut ah .:( i look so weird meh ? i asked cheryl , she said that too. anyway , i walked back to class happilly :) with my folio DONE ! but was late for class , almost die . then kp , for one hour non stop drawing , colouring my folio . so busy no time to do other thing s :( thank GOD finish everything when miss Boey came in . okay after school , made such a havoc but still reached home at 2 . din go gym coz SOMEONE FFKed me . left my bottle in school . reached home , u cant belief this , i ate almost 10 pieces of bread . i cant belief this too . haha :) sad case ryt .

Esther Tan signing :)

Ikea .

after school , was surpose to go 1u but we went ikea instead . its a thursday :) went with elysia to ikea to eat , HOT DOG . wth . oh but it was dam shock , free refill drink ! so at first normal , eat n drink then we became boring and ntg to do , we mixed everything together in my cup , it ended nice :) but i can taste what she put in there , she put too much marinda strawberry lah , can taste . after that , we have totally ntg to do , went ikano . went to buy sweets at first then pets wonderland . owwww the puppys are soooo cute ! so fluffy . teehee . then the spiders are scarrrry! went to this music shop , i dont know what it call . call those instruments . then we saw this baby saxaphone , so cuteee okay ! but the first step we step in , guess what ! we saw a WHITE GRAND PIANO ! so nice okay , elysia is being a dumbo there . oh we saw a baby guitar there too ! elysia and i found alot of things for kamini there ! hah.went and buy cotton candy , and we go meet up with her mum . her mum and her auntie want to go ikea and get something again so we walk to ikano again . we saw kelly ! hah .:) then she went home . wth .we went FOS see clothes . elysia wanted to do the send art thing , haha too bad no time lah . then we went to this brand outlet . omg u should go and see lah , the clothes there is soooooo nice kay ! i saw this grey top . so jealous , that time no money :( time to meet up with her mum again . but we were early so we go get the refillable drink again. this time ! we mix everything again , at first each one choose two flavor but we ended up putting everything. then we saw her mum heading to the lift while we were sitting on the floor coz there's no place . but before we go , add somemore drink 1st dont waste the cup mah . people looking at us like some weirdo lah . sakais . then we went to her auntie's house . then back to school to pick her sister . elysia and i had a socks fight , but we ended up okay , but we were locked outside by her mum :( so we throw our sock on top of her car and walk with her sister .
Esther Tan signing off :)

heehee :)

As i said , my drawings are ugly , awefull , bear with it . sorrayh !

Silenced (安静了 - An Jing Le )

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
Im left standing here with the piano beside me
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
meng xiang zhong shu yu wo men de hun li
The wedding Ive dreamt for us
却成了单人结婚进行曲
que cheng le dan ren jie hun jin xing qu
Has become a solo wedding march
在这场爱情较力的拔河里
zai zhe chang ai qing jiao li de ba he li
In this tug-of-war of love,
爱我还是爱你
ai wo hai shi ai ni
Will you love me or yourself?
你选择了自己
wo~ ni xuan ze le zi ji
You chose yourself
撒娇的可爱的
sa jiao de ke ai de
Childish adorable
粘人的爱哭的
nian ren de ai ku de
Clingy crybaby
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
zhao pian li ceng jing de dou shi ni xi huan de
[The person] in the photos is everything you once loved
如今我还在原地
ru jin wo hai zai yuan di
Now I remain at the starting point
你却走回你的记忆
ni que zou hui ni de ji yi
Yet you went back to your memories
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
You said I love you too much, youre almost drowning
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
ni hai pa xing fu duan zan yi miao jiu beng luo
You fear happiness is only for an instant, that it will fall apart in a second
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
Separation is a release; it will make you think
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
Whether you can give me the happiness I want
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
ni shuo wo gei ni tai duo que bu neng gei wo shen me
You said I give you too much, but you cant give back
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
fen bu qing ji qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
Cant tell passion, commitment, eternity and infatuation apart
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
ai qing shi yi dao shang kou wo men ge zi ku tong
Love is a wound, we bear the pain on our own
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
chen mo shi wo zui hou wen rou shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
Silence is my last act of kindness because I love you so
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
Im left standing here with the piano beside me
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
meng xiang zhong shu yu wo men de hun li
The wedding Ive dreamt for us
安静了在我枕边的梦里
an jing le zai wo zhen bian de meng li
Was silenced in the dreams of the person beside me
我知道相爱原本就不容易
wo zhi dao xiang ai yuan ben jiu bu rong yi
I know loving someone isnt easy to begin with
爱不是一加一
ai bu shi yi jia yi
Love is not one plus one
努力就有结局
wo~ nu li jiu you jie ju
[Where] hard work guarantees a happy ending
撒娇的可爱的
sa jiao de ke ai de
Childish adorable
粘人的爱哭的
nian ren de ai ku de
Clingy crybaby
照片里曾经的都是爱着你的
zhao pian li ceng jing de dou shi ai zhe ni de
[The person] in the photo once loved you
脸颊的泪还温热
lian jia de lei hai wen re
The tears on my cheeks are still warm
却没有人握我的手
que mei you ren wo wo de shou
But no one is here to hold my hand
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
You said I love you too much, youre almost drowning
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
ni hai pa xing fu duan zan yi miao jiu beng luo
You fear happiness is only for an instant, that it will fall apart in a second
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
Separation is a release; it will make you think
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
Whether you can give me the happiness I want
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
ni shuo wo gei ni tai duo que bu neng gei wo shen me
You said I give you too much, but you cant give back
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
fen bu qing ji qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
Cant tell passion, commitment, eternity and infatuation apart
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
ai qing shi yi dao shang kou wo men ge zi ku tong
Love is a wound, we bear the pain on our own
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你
chen mo shi wo zui hou wen rou shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
Silence is my last act of kindness because I love you so

Rainy Day (下雨天 - Xia Yu Tian )

南拳媽媽 - 下雨天

Nan Quan Ma Ma - Xia Yu Tian

下雨天了　怎麼辦　 我好想你

不敢打給你　我找不到原因

为什麼失眠的聲音變得好熟

悉沈默的場景做你的代替陪我等雨停

it's raining what should i do, i miss you soi don't

dare to call you, i can't find a reason

why have the sounds of insomnia

become so familiar

the silent scenery is your replacement

waiting for the rain to stop with me

期待讓人越來越沉溺

誰和我一樣等不到他的誰愛上你我總在學

會寂寞的滋味

一個人撐傘　一個人擦淚　一個人好累

anticipation makes one more and more indulgedis

there anyone like mei'm unable to meet that someone

in love with you i've always been learning

the taste of loneliness

holding an umbrella alone, wiping my tears alone, it's so tiring being alone

怎樣的雨　怎樣的夜

怎樣的我能讓你更想念

雨要多大　天要多黑才能夠有你的體貼

what kind of rain, what kind of night

what kind of me will make you miss me more

how heavy need the rain be and how dark the sky

before i can have your concern

其實　沒有我你分不清那些差別

結局那還能多明顯

別說你會難過別說你想改變被愛的人不用道歉

actually, without me you can't tell the difference

how much clearer can the ending get

don't say you will be sad

don't say you want to change

the one being loved needn't apologise

期待讓人越來越疲憊誰和我一樣等不到他的誰

愛上你我總在學會寂寞的滋味

一個人撐傘　一個人擦淚　一個人好累

anticipation makes one more and more tire

dis there anyone like mei'm unable to meet that someone

in love with you i've always been learning

the taste of loneliness

holding an umbrella alone, wiping my tears alone, it's so tiring being alone

怎樣的雨　怎樣的夜

怎樣的我能讓你更想念

雨要多大　天要多黑

才能夠有你的體貼

what kind of rain, what kind of night

what kind of me will make you miss me more

how heavy need the rain be and how dark the sky

before i can have your concern

其實　沒有我你分不清那些差別

結局那還能多明顯

別說你會難過別說你想

改變被愛的人不用道歉

actually, without me you can't tell the difference

how much clearer can the ending get

don't say you will be sad

don't say you want to change

the one being loved needn't apologise

怎樣的雨　怎樣的夜

怎樣的我能讓你更想念

雨要多大 　天要多黑

才能夠有你的體貼

what kind of rain, what kind of night

what kind of me will make you miss me more

how heavy need the rain be and how dark the sky

before i can have your concern

其實　沒有我你分不清那些差別

結局那還能多明顯

別說你會難過別說你想改變

被愛的人不用道歉

actually, without me you can't tell the difference

how much clearer can the ending get

don't say you will be sad

don't say you want to change

the one being loved needn't apologise

Pictures .

Sorry lah , my drawing ugly , dont laugh lah :( aniway , each time i think of one song , one picture will come out . but the one i drew , its abit not like it . soorryy . :(

Pretty Boy

I lie awake at night

See things in black and white

I've only got you inside my mind

You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray

That you will look my way

I have all this longing in my heart

I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy

I love you

Like I never ever loved no one before you

Pretty pretty boy of mine

Just tell me you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy

I need you

Oh my pretty pretty boy I do

Let me inside

Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name

And put it in a frame

And sometime I think I hear you call

Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while

And touch me with your smile

And what can I say to make you mine

To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you

Like I never ever loved no one before you

Pretty pretty boy of mine

Just tell me you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boyI need you

Oh my pretty pretty boy I do

Let me inside

Make me stay right beside you

[BRIDGE]

Oh pretty boy

Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you

Like I never ever loved no one before you

Pretty pretty boy of mine

Just tell me you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boyI need you

Oh my pretty pretty boy I do

Let me inside

Make me stay right beside you